:: semua nak ::

ntah..dont know..

i dont know how can i describe my feeling now..but .. i dont know...

what i think hah..

ntah...

yang pasti semua aku nk buat..my mood now more on shopping...

i want shopping..i mis my hobby,,shopping,,

but,,

si chenta always told me to start saving...but..

i nk shopping jgk skit..atleast have some stuff i can buy with my salary n 

my penat lelah work for a month..rite??

yes,,i nk shopping..tp cheque x dpt lg la...hmmm...

lg,,lg ape yang aku pkir lagi... 

aku nk berubah..change to cinnonet yg free hair to 

cinnonet yg wear tudung...

i can do it..everyday,,i think bout that..

mmg aku nk pkai cume aku tak tau bile nk start..

and benda yg make me more more worried,,bila aku da bertudung,,

then,, i saw ppl freehair yg cantek2,,i worried if i want like them..

aku takut pendirian aku tak kuat..

oh god,,help me...

tlg aku kuatkn semangat aku nih..

tp aku ada tanya nabilah,,psl nih,,die suke sgt

bile aku tanya die soalan nih..die ckp die happy aku tanya die bende2 cam tuh..

die ckp pakai tudung nih x membebankan,,lagi cantek nnti..

lagipun ko kan da nk kawen..elok jgk kalau ko rse brubah..

tp die sempat pesan ngn aku,,,die ckp if aku nk pkai tdung,,

bia dia dtg betul2 from my heart,,bukan other people

yg suruh..hmmm..thanx bella..

syg ko...

yaaa,,one day i akan pakai tudung jgk..

hmmm,,macam x sabar jek...

heheh

:: minggu panas ::

semalam hari yg penat,,panas...

ade tahlil uma mok de..then cuace skng panas..

sngt2 bahang dlm rumah...

ape lg,,kepala sakit la..mmg sakit sgt..

i think my low blood pressure is getting worst now..

seriusly,,i can feel it..

tp nk wat camana lgi kn..juz pretend mcm ok jek..

nnti org kate kite bg alsan x nk wat kje plak..

hmmm..

but if aku cek kat hospital,,confrm aku kne admit lg skali..

x nk la..

x sanggup nk dok kat ctuh lg...

so,,pretend like normal..

:: minggu boring ::

hai readers..

ceh,,cm rmai jek readers...haha

sje je..nway,,lame x update blog nih,,,x de nafsu nk update..

bdn penat,,mate letih,,

last wk kat ofis sgt penat n boring,,

dis week pn same..arghhh...

x tau nk ckp pe..

maybe ade sumthing kn yg wat kn aku x de mood...

hmmm..

hmmm...hope nxt week semua ok..tp aku rndu kak yat ( office mate aku )..

bile nk naek kje..

mis u la kak...

to ryan :

sori,,i br terbace post u hari tu in ur blog ,,sgt speechless u know..

hehe..

i know u very very caring person...

tq ryan..

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sangat benci...

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